wo mei shi jian :(

I HAVE GOT NO TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


realli suffocating -.-
just got back from the hair show.
damn tiring.
rehearsing the whole of tues and the actuali hair show todae.
shall blog abt it soon , i promise haha with pics and detail .. nice experience though :)
and i have so much stuff @ work left undone.
zz the feeling sucks shit totally.
-.- it's pilling up as i'm clearing.. wat the heckkkkkkkkkkk it's like never-ending work load.
hate this feeling.
have calls and msges during my off dae too , have got so much things to be handled up -.- !
so much stuff to be done in such lil time.
off days = no off day , hair show day ! hahah
tiring for me also :) sleep deprived
shall not tolk so much and go to bed.. NOW NOW NOW NANAAN NOW

super shingz + tiring.
niteeeeeeeeee

rororahrah

steamboat @ jazzzz's place.



went to her house after i end my work ! damn tiring had been working full.. lacking of man power zz -.- and my colleague was sick -.- did 19 hours of Over Time this month already !! arghhhhhhhhhh bones breaking ...


super lots of food.
couldn't finish as always -.-
gave it to jas mum to cook for the rest of the week :D heheh





wai with jas's super bloated tummy. haha !



washing the plates. hahaha !! with our ' supervisor ' monitoring at us.














gonna upload more pics when jas upload them man :)




then did clarins hydra-quench mask when i got home !! need to pamper my dehydrated plus fatigue skin :) !
anyway tat isn't my eye make up. it's my newly make super short eye lash extension done @ far east wahhaha shortest eye lashes extension tat i have ever done.. but looks fine on me too :)












yay done with mask ! :D looking more radiant now :) think i look so much better without make up now as compared to the how i look back in the earlier 2 months. the range of skin care / make up tat i'm using now does shows a big improvement on my skin :)

gonna update some pics of our hideous secondary sch times !! haha u will get a good laughing man.. WAHHAHA found it at jas's place

us during secondary 3 ! hahha we are the TARDIESSSS ?! haha
when my hair was still short !! haha









young edmund + cornie !! haha















last but not leasttttttttttttttttttt.........
picture of the year............


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wahahah it's me when i was in sec 1.
bloody fucking god damn chui
PUI !!!!!!!!!!!
jas ask me to post this also haha

OKAY SLEEP TIGHT
PLS DO NOT HAVE NIGHT MARE OF MY SUPER ' CHIO ' FACE AHHA !

lee min hooooooooo

lee min hoo is forever so hot . *** sizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz **

2012

gonna have the hair graduation show next wed !
omgzzz
hope i'm not going to be nervous + present my best when i'm catwalking on the run way (had rehearsal todae i realli suk at it -.- zz super clumsy .. plus always forgetting where to stand/ pose and stuff zz -.- plus i'm like so fucking short -.- looks realli weird on the runway)

hope i'm so gonna do my hair stylist , valencia aka siew leng , my dearest primary sch friend , proud :D hope nothing's going wrong.
can't wait to see the end result of the hair-up + oufit and all :D
cool ~

gogo valencia !!
i know ya reading this :D
jia you !! hehehehe

& sorry to those who had invited me to be ur hair model previously , guess it's the previous batch. sorry tat i had to turned it down
i gotta help valencia cause she's my primary sch friend whahaha


caught a reall good movie recently.
2012 .. end of the world.


i wanna know if it's true tat the world is gonna end in 2012
the current world's gonna end.. and all mankinds are going to die tgt.
there will be alignment of the galaxy , sun + planet earth. which happens in every 640000 years

neutrinos from the sun causing the middle part of the earth to melt..
causing a displacement of the outer earth crust ...
then *boomz * there goes our planet earth..
ice berg start melting ..floods and tsunami occurs
volcano eruption.. great earth quakes..tearing all the countries apart..

it's like.. life and earth is finally restarting after 640 , 000 which is in year 2012.
when our world comes to the end.. a new world begins..
bet it happened before to our ancestors and all .. leaving onli a small part of ppl to carrying giving birth to us.. so as to prevent extinction.
did the mayans felt tired/ died half way / felt bored while drawing/planning our calendar.. or is it really true tat they have predicted all these since then ?

seriously hope tat it will not happen.
2012 is like just in 3 years time ?
i've just reached 21 .. :(

if it's true.. i dun wanna know :(

okay watch the movie and u will know how i feel :'(

coldcoldcoldddd..

i feel cold + numb + emotion-less . the bloody weather is just so freezingly cold.
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~ was in the train for a hour in total to work / back from work.
zzzzzzz imagine it's gonna be a daily thing -.-
never travelled tat far to sch or work or watever.
sch + previous work places are super near my place. & i never wanted to work + shop at some where superly far.
now it's sengkang !! omggggggzzzzzz takes me abt 35 mins on the train !! zzzzzz .. and sometimes i'll just stare into the blank during tat 35 mins.
it's bloody time wasting.. but i'm still gonna love doing it..
dun teach me to do crap stuff like reading a novel/orwateevrcrappishbook during my journey or free time.
i hate doing boring stuff and i'm easily bore. dun see a need to read now .. books = makes me drowsy + sleeping.
unless u have something inspirating/ superly touching/ + super motivating kinda books to intro me.
and i mean.. super super super super super duber duber inspiring and motivational kinda.. HAHHA tat puts me in to action after reading it.

it not........ forget abt it..

HAHAH
hahaha i'm super duber best at daydreaming or dazinggggggggg
it's superly me okay.
it's superly boomz + shingzzzzz





yes i'm browless -.- & i purposely cut them so shortly :)
i'm not born without brows la ..
but i would appreciate if any of u provide me any special remedies for thick brows growing..
i wannnnnnnnnaaaaa have thick browsssssss haha

can't think of any better stuff to do at this hour .

anyway check out these few videos :D
realli cool :D









yea all abt water birth !
didn't know tat such thing ever existed + it's superly popular in the western countries !
and i somehow saw them typing out some of the advantages on water birth.

it's lesser pain , no tearing to ur vagina , bleed lesser , baby will feel less stressful , + alot more lor.. baby from 1st - 6 month have got this very special instinct la they can be able to hold their breathe and close their eyes when they are in under water ! as they have also lived like 9 months once in water in their mummy's womb.. and so.. the baby will definitely not get drown !!

anyway check up on the natural birth the traditional way too.. realli gross lots of bleeding + lots of pain.. zzzzzzzz
so gonna deliver my baby in the waterbirth way !
:D anything tat can cause lesser pain !!



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i have become so grumpy + crappy + bonkers after neglecting my blog for so long
it's like i have so much things to complain and to yakkkkkk abt
omg i have become superly u noe.. u noe.. boomzz auntie-ish and bizarre.


@!#$%^&*() mad.

-.-

hello.
i'm seriously not dead yet but just super busy with my work
and it's like the my fucking off day todae la !! after 17 tiring working days.
finally took the chance to blogggggg

but haha i saw some webs online containing of my pics and other girls pics.
like this is like the 3rd web i saw -.-

they will normally make a blog post abt us .. and all.
but this type they grab our pics and put it in a slide show.
realli -.- zz abit stalkish like never ask for our permission but grab all our pics and put it in ur web -.-

like.. http://bgwab.blogspot.com/ & http://sg-super-hornyboy.blogspot.com/
-.-


i'm like super speechless.

anyway just passed our 2nd year anniversary with baby~ !
and slept over twins house ytd.
shall blog when i have pics okay :D
shall blog more already okay ~!
cause i have more off days for the remaining month :)


as for the kitty lab.
i have received mails from malaysia readers asking me to purchase stuff from kitty lab !
i might be visiting on thurs ? which is apparently my next off dae ? -.-
anyway might purchase some stuff there but might not also.. because am clearly not a hello kitty fan !!

so ya !! will try my best to help ya :D
anyway realli surprise tat i have readers from alot of countries.
like france + malaysia. mostly females and i made friends with some of them :)
they added me through FB and msn.



just realised i have readers from so many parts of the world
on some days i have korea , and some others.
lol
:0 never tot tat this nuffnang ' came from ' thingy was true till blog readers sending me mails from diff part of the world telling me tat they have randomly came across my blog then told me tat they often visit my blog .. etc etc..
realli cool + shocking !

anyway pls bear with my boring blog for the time being :)

lastly i can't stand girls who can't seems to get a life -.-
they super wanna join the BA/BCs industry + some other stuff and they can't just open their fucking mouth to ask for jobs they themselves.
come on la -.- we got all these jobs by ourselves too
so u think we should tell u how to go abt it ? how it's going to be like and all ?
stop copying wat others are doing in their life la.
it's our life not urs.
u want something in ur life ask & get it for urself.
stop acting like a sore loser asking this and tat .. acting close with this and tat just to get wat u want.
hello.. we fucking don't owe anything to u okay. & wat do u + can u give us in return ?
n.o.t.h.i.n.g.
stop bugging us.
& we are like not even fucking close to u ppl in the first place.
stop acting like we do -.-

even bother to help u fucktards in the past.
wat was i thinking then ?
where's ur fucking pride and dignity.
i dare to say tat we never beg or wat more ask for help when we needed something in most ot the things life ever since i grow .
i get it with my own abilities la.
if there's anybody to thank.
then it has got to be , me , myself and i & my courage.



irritants.

just fucking F**K off.

suck shit contact lenses

updates on www.theapparelaffair.com

wasn't able to make it for their shoot for this month due to the hair show so i guess so they've got themself another new apparel model yee kit :D

then it shall be back to me someday !! haha but it's good for always a change of apparel model rite.. if not see my ugly face confirm sian also hahah
she looks lovely in most of the out fit..
totally dig her posing and looks of it :D
plus she's so bloody fair :D
am sooooooo jealous !!
okay visit www.theapparelaffair.com now !!
they are having a new collection each week :)


few of my fav apparels picks again














on my way to work !
the shitty LG viewty 5 mega phone cam makes my skin looks flawless hor ?!
haha but infact i have some lil break out on my foreheads !! hehehe
perhaps tat's the onli reason tat makes me like tat phone tat much haha able to hide my ugly flawsssssss
been so tired.
20 % store wide @ metro paragon.
working from 8.30am - 11 pm like for like two days already another 2 more days to go !!
it has been me and all my rantings on work.
didn't have proper sleep plus meals !! zzzz + off days are in a long awaited 9 more days .. if so i have been working for 17 days till my next off day !! it's like a freaking half a month.
my legs are cramp and sore.
& i've definitely felt so much slimmer and stressful !! zz and it's 1000 times more tiring when sch reopens and all .. zzzzzz sometimes i just feel tat it's too much for an 18 year old girl to handle.
why am i putting up a strong front.
why am i doing all this shit -.-
i wonder....
and i have got no answer to it..
gonna feel so much more relaxed when i get confirmed and when all my leaves fall in..
realli need a good break.
and another trip overseas :D where u do nth and be treated like a lil princess :D heheh
eat and sleep and then shop !

anyway it's gonna be siew's birthday soon !! like her finally 18th !!
realli look forward to our plan :D

& lastly encore contact lenses sucks to the core.
bought it and wore it for 2 days and i totally threw it away -.-
wat a lousy and stupid brand of contacts . super dry plus causes my eyes redness too super uncomfortable. was being warned by my colleagues la.. and it was so true =.=
damnnn
ta ma de.
totally a waste of my hard earn money.
so ppl.. pls do not attempt to buy their contact lenses -.- u will
surely bloodly helly regret for sure..
yes i feel very pissed and cheated -.-
& i haven gotten the lenses i order online lor.
and the owner refuse to refund me ? wth ?!
sway shit.


gonna buy a new pair of lenses again =.=

does another one knows where i can get good thai massage ?!!?!??!
if u do pls let me know :D